In my ideal death, I will be a martyr for all hoes. Hoe in this context is not one to be seen as negative, but as a neutral term simply referring to those who engage in frivolous sexual activity or promiscuous behavior. Therefore, any negative connotation previously attached to the word hoe or attached to the view of sexual expression or said promiscuous behavior must be dismissed.
Continuing on with the thought of my ideal death, I will pursue my martyrdom. In the ideal death, I find myself surrounded by all the men of my past: ex boyfriends, ex boos, ex hookups, ex flings, etc. However, they are taking part in a distinct act which is viewed as relatively taboo—a circle jerk. While the men of my past all surround me in a communal act of masturbation, I sit in the center shrouded by white. Donning a sheer white veil and white teddy, I rest as they proceed. Upon climax, the men release cum on me masturbating endlessly until I am drowned in their ejaculate. My death is ultimately the result and I rise to the after life in a glow of liberation.